sleep cycle weirdness

I'm a few weeks out of round two and the bruises are finally gone from my wrist.  They still ache, but so does my body.  My gall bladder has calmed down and is no longer in immediate danger of exploding.  Just one more thing in.my monthly test to monitor.  At least a have a drs. Letter for surgery if it happens again.  

I walked the mall the other day.  I was so proud of myself.  The sweat streamed off of me and my legs were like Jello, but that's an improvement. 

My sleep schedule is completely boogers.  I like getting up early, but 2 am?  Also I feel eating breakfast shouldn't require a nap.  They call this targeted immune therapy, because chemo kills everything off.  Does it hurt more?  Less?  Same.  Really I hope I don't find out.

There is so much I want to do, bit even the little around the house I do exhausts me.  My family helps out and really I don't need to do anything but heal.  I want to show them how truly thankful I am in my time of need.  That's what family does is help each other.  

I have made some or scrub caps.  It's slow going, but I'm truly thankful for our local nurses and drs at the hospital who helped me out.  Next it will be scarves and hats. Because I believe we should all help out society.  So that is my birthday gift to me.

God I hope I can do it.