Lesbian Dating: The psycho edition!

So I've been pretty much single for the last year and I've learned a few things about myself and about dating. Since this blog is less “colourful” than my other one, I thought I would give a G rated version of what is happening in my life at the current time. I went back on Ok Cupid and Plenty of fish for research purposes for a novel I am writing. To say that I've come across novel material would be an underwhelming statement. I have decided that there is just no way that I'm going to come across anyone datable on that medium. Recently I had contact with a girl that I had told in no uncertain terms months ago to leave me alone. After trying politely but firmly she wouldn't go away, I had to get down right rude to get my point across. It's been a hard year for me, but I've learned a few things with the help from people who are so close they are family instead of friends. Firstly, I am am an amazing human being. I'm awesome just the way God made me. I have my flaws and my humanity still, but I am valued for my unique perspective on things. I am beautiful inside and out and I shouldn't settle for someone less than I deserve. I learned that I will cross oceans for people with out hesitation, but I shouldn't cross them for people who wouldn't step over a puddle for me. I learned that I shouldn't allow people to degrade me and belittle me as it wounds me more than it should. I learned that people who belittle me are often weak individuals and that if they are removing the speck from my eye they probably have a beam in their own. These things are hard for me to type because I value humility, but being humble and selfless doesn't mean that I have to be self depreciating. I could have had my pick of all sorts of strange women, but I won't settle for less than I deserve. Sure loneliness is my long time companion, but I am no more lonely now than I was in relationships where I was downtrodden. So, I'm not going to walk the psychopath. I'm not going to attach myself to the first woman that comes a long. I'm not going to fit myself into a round hole because I'm a square peg. But I wonder is she out there?